cantik elok-elok tak panas and YAY!

good wheather, beautiful evening. i miss this kind of wheather at KTT.because it always rain here for past a few weeks. off to padang! main baling selipar.

macam dulu

baahaaahaa.
when will i get to get back to college on SUNDAY?it's like almost 3months ago the last time i get back there on sunday.and i miss my parents to send me there and exchanging goodbyes as the car went off.i miss my lil sis waving goodbyes from the window of the car and shouting ''bye wani!bye.bye!''and i will just stood there till the car disappeared from my view.and i will look down at my feet, smiling, thinking how happy i am and realised i have a mission here and get myself ready with my life here.i cant remember when was the last time my parents came down at my college to send/fetch me cuz it was long long long time ago.i just get bored(actually bored is not the word)its...hmm yeah tired.i dont like to go back on monday.especially when we had new timetable for new semester and my class starts at 8AM on monday.how i hate to get all ready by 6.45am and move when the sky is still dark.and how it pressures me when my parents keep telling me ''cepaat la kete dah lama sampai tu.org tu tungu lama''.okayyyy im on my way.
and when i reached my apartment everyone is still snoring.urgh.
i did asked my parents to send me off on sunday then my dad will go like ''isnin la eh.jauh la nak hantar awak.nak hantar kakak lagi.''so i just agreed with it though inside im dissappointed.my sis is just so so so near.just at gombak and only 15min away.while my college is at most, 1hour drive and both my parents say it's FAR.
saya rindu sangat.

:'(

im still home the moment i let it out.i bet kiki and mayang are studying now.and ruzek,always missing in action.

BARU

ahhh.now i get it.u want a change, im fine.
i'll change too.im changing for better.

:|

i wanna see everyone to be on the plane, my housemates, my classmates and my coursemates.or they might not see me on the plane.

i got hit so hard this time around that eventually made me came to my senses.i realized where i stand in the crowd of ALL 12.count me backwards and u will find me in no time.

i know i shouldnt jugde myself like this, but this is what happening to me.




i want to give up everything and keep my ears deaf of everything until Alvl is over.i would have done it ages ago if it's not about my future, my cut-off point.

hello Sepang

everything seems falling apart.i lose my hopes one by one.


it came down crushing again.


what if_______

it was over.you and me.

off to Melaka.take care of urself lil blog.behave well.

saya perlukan inspirasi

i need to get back to KTT as soon as possible.im a lazy ass.