missing

im seriously gonna miss abah after this.he's going for a course in London for one and a half month.so longgggg.begins this saturday till the end of april.during that time, my SPM result will be announced.though the date is not definite yet, sooner or later it will out.by now they should have done grading our papers and our full results.dammnnn.i would definitely wouldnt want it to be so bad and not hoping for straight a's too.(jauh panggang dari api).
there are so many rumours regarding the results date and there are a few of it;

1. 10 March
2. 12 March
3. 16 March

whatever it is i simply dont want to think about it.but actually i cant.keep playing in my mind even masa sembahyang and when im alone.let kementerian do their part.dont bother.