last minutes

when i have made up my mind wanna go to UM,suddenly this incident occured between me n abah.

abah:haa wani(agak tinggi nadanya,tp bukan marah).awk tau x awk dpt mara tu under SPC?(skim pelajar cemerlng)

me:oh haa.tau.

abah:haa tu bukan senang nak dpt tu.td abah terjumpa dgn kwn abah td kat MARA,anak die xdapat.anak encik mat(his daughter got 9a1).die ckp org yg buat rayuan mara tu beribuu.ramaiiiiii org buat rayuan.nak kan mara.

me:oh....(thinking)

abah:lepastu die(encik mat) terkejut bile abah ckp awk tak nak pegi mara.xnak pegi sbb negara je.lgpun bukan senang nak dpt tu.kalau awk ambik mara,90% confirm dpt medic.UM ni xtentu lg.tahun ni mara pilih 600 org je.(haa betul ke?hmm saya tak dpt nak pastikan)sbb tak de duit.awk kira untung la dpt.kalau awk pegi ni,mara sponsor from A-Z.sbb die dah kurang kan student,die support sume.universiti kat india tu,ape nama die?(very full of enthusiasm)

me:manipal?

abah:haa manipal.tu the best university kat india.tu la abah igt nak bincang ngn mama skali mlm ni.tgk mcm mana.ssh nak dpt tu.

me:hmm.(dlm hati mcm agak pelik,mama ckp manipal kureng sket.ada lagi satu universiti kat india yg bagus sket.bukan manipal)

hadoiii.apesal la bile dah buat keputusan baru jd mcm ni.

but honestly i say,i was a bit frust la tak dpt pegi overseas.i mean tak dpt negara yg saya nak.even dah decide wanna go to UM,dlm hati still ade perasaan kecewa.
but,my sis told me that her friend said that kalau pegi um pun tak pe.kalau masa asasi dpt results bagus boleh apply pegi overseas.okay HAPPY gile dgr.tp tak happy sgt kot2 dpt negara yg 'sepesen'.HAR HAR HAR.

i told mam what abah have told me n mama still tak agree me going to india.i can tell that muka mama mcm berubah.mcm tak suke la if i got india.because if i go to india,it gonna takes 7YEARS!the hell longgg.so by the time i come back im already 25.bile masa nak keje,bile nak kahwin.so these are the reasons why mama not really agree.

ps:8years tu total semuanya.hehe.if UM probably 6years.