i do hope for this time around

im sleepy yet still wanting to write.my last goodbye notes before departing.
i still cant believe im leaving tomorrow.leaving this home and for the first time to be called a hostel-student.and basically im not ready.yet.and if i were given two options, i wouldnt want to leave home, for now.i dont want!
hope that we, the virtual pals( the KTTians) could gather in one room and talk how silly we are for having arguments with someone on the net and that particular fellow eventually happened to be our best buddies.especially the fights in reCom which i am the one who sparked the fire at the first place.i bet there are lots of people of there laughing till their cheeks hurt, rolling on the floor, make fun of my statements.YET, i still appreciate for reCom is there.for reCom is where we know a small part of them.

so tonight has been quite a messy day yet under control because im doing lots of last minutes shopping.luckily everything is there.and i bring quite a lot of bags.i think.but mama said it's normal.hehe.dont want to put pictures as it looks cliche.i do hope that MARA scholars will not being place at rumah sewa.no thrill la.dont feel like im living in hostel.it's a rumah.so since it's a rumah, there will be a lot of students allocated per house.around 10+-.and i dont prefer that way.im bringing along cikgu Jai's notes.u see i thought i had enough carrying all those bunch of papers for 2 years until i hurted my back (mere exaggerating).but seems like i have to eat my own words.im going to bring it along.very useful although it is a form 4 and form 5 syllabus.a-level more or less derived from form 5 syllabus with a bit of addition to reach a-level standard.

for conclusion, i do hope that tomorrow will runs well and i behave well.if im lucky enough, i will get a room of good condition and closer to lecture rooms and cool roomates not to forget.i really want to meet lyana,mary,nina,zawir,safwan and other reComers too.till then.assalamualaikum.

i see there are lots of 'i do hope' in this post.

i dont know when i'll be back and get to touch the keyboard.

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