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i dont want to undergo the surgery again.i dont want to be in that cold freaking room, with masked nurses around, sticking things on your body, press in hard big needles into your veins till your hand goes numb and cold beneath your skin.i dont want to see the nurses anymore; after a series of embarrassing scenes in the operation room; with a few male nurses walking back and forth around you.i dont want to feel naked anymore.i dont want myself for having unsound nights; to make sure that the blood doesnt flow to other part of my mouth.i dont want having thoughts that this is scary and terrible.i dont want people around me to laugh at me for my weird pronuncation.i dont like having to see the dentist as a part of my routine.i dont like feeling the pain.

i dont like this thing but i dont want to continue living this way.

im done with tooth surgery 7months ago, im done with braces 6months ago.but, the canine still havent visible.Dr Shalene, please do anything with it as long as i dont have to undergo the surgery.

i dont know what she's up to for my next visit.