sorry isn't the hardest word anymore

maybe one step closer isn't suffice.perhaps another 1 or 2 steps would be needed to clarify me on this.

im sorry if i acted so bad after a stroll together,
im sorry if i didnt respond like what you have wished i would,
im sorry if made you giving up all these things,
im sorry if i dont understand you well,
im sorry if things are not going on like you have planned,
im sorry if i made you keep guessing on this,
im sorry if i ever made you feel wasted, unappreciated with the efforts you put in, in order to try to work things out between us,

to sum up, i am not certain yet of my feelings.

i hope this post could make you immerse just for a second of what im having now.dont worry,im not intend to put this thing aside.

chill :D