goddamnit and knock it off

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i'm breaking my record.i stayed wide awake after subuh prayer.

currently i am hearing to this friggin' announcement to clear up our balcony from any clothes 'leftover' because we have VIP visitors today.(though i never see who was the VIP before).
and i'm pretty messed up with wardens who keep ambushing my apartment without any notices because apparently tangga 7 is their favourite one.

yesterday Madam and Miss just came in after a few knocks and complaining about our messy house and just pointing their fingers here and there as an order.



i'm not a perfectionist but all i ever wanted is our house to be clean and in good order.just for once for God sake.i bet i'm not a plain whiny whiner.


i've got an issue with people around me yet i'm definitely 101% sure i'm not gonna talk about it because it will just add the scratch and make things worse.


just direcltly tell me if u really dont like my awful,terribly friggin' ugly attitude.u dont have to put reminders in my cell.i will keep my stories to myself from now onwards as u are no more interested in it.and that left me my only blog as my loyal listerner.i miss my BFFs.


*i am sorry if i'm offending anyone.i dont have anyone to turn to and i'm going back this week*

i am considering to set my blog as private so that i can write anything, i can let it all out, i can curse as mush as i want, i can hate anything or anyone to the deepest pit of my heart without to have any hearts to be broken or scarred.and i can pick anyone to have the privilege and the selected ones are highly honoured to read my blog.