where should i find a black tiny dot?

i know im not that type of girl who goes on one-to-one basis with guys (KTT best statement sticked on the transparent wall of the mamak cafe.or maybe malay cafe?i cant sure.i have no idea how could i get confused of it eventhough we only have 2cafes here serving the same dishes everyday and how i hate to eat chicken based dishes everyday for lacking of eye catching dishes and eventually made me feel bad for eating chicken eveyday which is obviously not a healthy food and so i have to opt for less mouth watering dishes which cost me more than a chicken does and i realised my money flows out faster than liquid does despite it takes the shape of the container but i cant resist and stop myself from shopping for food and minimart is the second most frequent place i go after my apartment.)because i dont like to and my parents do not allow me to and i dont feel out of place, sad, unappreaciated for never doing it and fine with it and i dont mind at all because my gfs worth more than a guy does.

i tend to like writing without a fullstop because my ideas came out without a pause.