a year and everything gets tougher

my 200th post and closing the curtain of 2009 and welcoming 2010 with a partially open heart.cuz mentally i am not ready yet to leave 2009 but time just wont turn back and i'll just have memories to keep it alive.

i have a lot of things await me ahead.the most significant is the AS.omg omg omg.pre-AS in 3months time from now onwards and i still suck.scratch that.i still have time to buck up everything.i see good things behind my bad records, i managed to see what im lacking at, where i need to brush up, my careless mistakes, what to know and take seriously, what to omit and last but not least, i get to knock out some rational senses that maybe in some ways, i unintentionly forgot my Creator.sembahyang tunggang terbalik tapi tak dapat hidayah disebalik sume tu.

just wanna share something WE did on last Tuesday.since our class finished early on that day, which is at 12 noon due to some class cancellation, then Zhee started brain-storming and planning an outing.u see, it's Tuesday and we weren't supposed to go lepak-ing and catch a movie and makan2, huha-ing, drive insanely till the car, which is a MPV, an Unser almost tripped to the side when u make a sharp turn.please decide earlier which exit to take or u just risking our lives.but we did.yeah we did.then i felt so bad and regretted it.i should be studying!lalalalala.konon nya.

oh yeah one more thing,i feel bad cuz i cant join BBQ party at college.thanks a lot to Farhah for inviting.i really wish i were there with u and other 33 students.

have a great 2010 people.

dont u think it's weird to write 1.1.10?