fine

our dream to be announced as the top 12 just crushed like that when we just got a consolation prize which was just too far be proud of.a tupperware with a small size Twisties and a Soya Bean, to be shared by 4 people.like duhhhhh.

we were the 6th group out of 25 groups to reach the finishing line but end up being a loser.

okay the games were like this ;

when you reached a station, definitely you'll be given a task to complete.and you'll be given a point based on how well you did the task.for example;

you got the Tongue Twister and you have to say it out loud the sentences in less than 10 sec.or less than 12 sec.if you fail to do it within the time given, like you exceeded the time allocated, points will be reduced.the highest point is 5 and the lowest is 0 but i bet no one will give them zero.

you see the games are like that.it ws a bit different from the typical explorace we usually watch on Tv.i get confused with it.

we know we did out best of all.we know and we were expecting a hamper.but it isnt nice to put a high hope for it.maybe if we didnt hope so much, and be so confident that we could won the game, it wouldnt be this bad.

someone just have to emphasize that speed doesnt really matters here.it's the degree of perfection that counts.

we were so so frustrated with that and almost cant believed when Victor announced ALL 12 A.
i was like ''are we ALL 12 A?'' *we are not right?*

it was fcuking tiring that i have the thought of crying and wanting to stop my legs from moving any further. i thought i could lose my legs running up and down the hill TWICE.my feet feel hot like it got burned.i could lose my breath, my lungs.i was exhausted doing deep breathing.i could feel the hotness of the paved road burned under the hot blazing sun under my feet when i ran down.and because of that, i looked down at my shoes a few times to make sure that i actually wore them.because it felt like as if i was running bare foot.i cant run anymore after we reached the 6th station but i have to bear with it untill we reached the finishing line which was the 14th station.


i failed to make my classmates happy.i failed myself.


because if we win, i will not think that all we did were just in vain and at least i will have something to bring home from this competition.


bukan rezeki.nak buat macam mana.

Feskot and Sukaneka ada lagi.

be happy.