Am I ready for a change? a better change.
Am I ready to change inside out?
I like being me, the carefree of being myself. but at the same time I wanna see a better me.
Everyday I pray so that He will open my heart. Set up a deep realization in me. To open my eyes to see the life I'm living. Nah not to say that my family life is that ugly. I'm afraid of those bunch of good girls. Thers's like a blend of feeling inferior and another half of me have this am-I-in-the-right-clan or maybe more or less like oh-why-did-she-cry-and-it-didn't-stain-inside-here kind of feeling. You dont get it, just skip. I can't catch up. My freaking bum is so lazy to make an affort. Urgh. I gotta help myself.
This is hard. Okay no pressure please. I've had enough of AS pressure.
June 12, 2010
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hey,sometimes the 'hidayah' is already there but you still seeking for the 'taufiq' laa tu.
ReplyDeletesimplest definition of 'baik' surely buat yang DIA suruh tinggal yang DIA larang.haha,feeling ustazah pulak!
belle - ape beza taufiq dan hidayah?hahaha.eh belle.macam familiar la ayat kau.haha.
ReplyDeleteno one pushing u dear..we try together..kita kan lm persatuan ibu2 tunggal..kne laa bsame..hahaha sengal di c2~
ReplyDeletemummy - aku xtau aku bersedia ke x.aku nak tp belum bersedia.xtau bila nak bersedia.eh aku ada suami la.mummy yg ibu tunggal. :D
ReplyDeletehidayah n taufiq.
ReplyDeletepetunjuk dan kekuatan.
tetibe salah kn meaning...mati aku!
well,,huhu ayt aku laa tu haha!
Allah loves people who wants to love Him^^
ReplyDeleteknow no matter what clan you feel you are in
ReplyDeleteor your feelings are mixed up and tangled
just know
Everyone loves you
you know that?
and to change the easiest cheer is
ready when you are...get set go!