We Suffer the Most

salam and hello.

i can smell it.it's the smell of freedom.

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AS had just ended today with Chemy paper 1.
5 weeks of torture are done. Unbelieveable.I survived. I am preparing for my 2 weeks break and the juniors will be coming to KTT after the college reopens for my 3rd semester. [woohoo I'm half way thru]

but hours before that, I received a phone call from my best friend. At first I was kinda surprised, why did she call. So I picked the phone up and she said that our best friend's dad had just passed away this morning. I was shocked. I was speechless. I knew there was something wrong with her dad since I've read a few statues she posted on Fb few weeks ago but I didnt mind to know further. I thought it wasnt that serious. Thinking back again the times we have gone thru together, I realised that she's the type who doesnt tells stories to ppl. so I should have asked her earlier.

Though she has parted away to boarding sch during form 4, we do keep in touch once a while. we hangout. exchanging gossips. scandals and revealing that Shahrul Nizam was her classmate back in primary.what a small world. It has never been awkward, the jokes, the stares, the silence. After what had happened, it suddenly struck me. MY PARENTS. they are away for Umrah at the moment. This house is soul-less.

This is really a wake up call for me. Have I been a good daughter after this 19 years of living? Have I ever been rude? Parents dont last forever.

We tend to lose things or people we love the most easily. No matter how protective we are, how hard we try to keep things or ppl stay, sooner or later it will reaches its end mark. It just a nature rule.


Your were born and someday you will leave the world. You will leave everything behind. Memories stay yet it hurt so much.


Nothing lasts for eternity.

To: Amal.ILoveYou.