Biological Sister

did i change? if i did, i don't have the answer for that. srsly. i don't like changes. i am not sure if i have multiple identities. it's whether i don't take things seriously or i just don't feel like talking about it, which i think it's beyond my personal interest. or maybe waiting for weekends to come and having a talk in our room seem too long that i almost forgot about it. or maybe my college life still don't have a place in my heart or maybe keeping things untold make my days happier and merrier. or maybe i just don't know where to start because besically i have so many to tell you. or maybe i was born as an introvert that i really don't tell everything to people. i mean, i didn't tell mama who im having crush with, who gave that Bahrain mug, the sender of that box mama found in my drawer, who gave that Turkish Delight. yeah i did remember i used to have a long, sister-sister talk when i get back home that i was so excited to tell you. unlike you, you tell mama everything. mama knows about the guys you are fond of. the content of your chatting, what you text to them, your problems. i mean the real problems. but we are just a total opposite in that way. but being different that makes us compliment each other.

i still remember when we would look the door room and giggle. you would tell how your week had been treating you or how exausted you were that it sucked your soul out of your body and i would tell mine too. but i don't see it happens lately and i know it was me who have changed. i was totally taken aback by what you said to me this evening before we went out. at that point, i realised that i changed. and thank you for letting me know.

and now, i would like to tell the world that I HATE CHANGES.