Bila nak ada rezeki dengan BIOLOGY?

today was the day. i had countless adrenaline rush hours before that.no, it started since Tuesday. my hands suddenly became iced cold, shrinked windpipe [OXYGEN PLEASE!]. i barely breathe. i can't do anything except trying to get myself out of any crowds and stay alone.

this was the worst pre-results syndrome i ever had. i can't even think how i am going to face A2 results day. i might pass out or something. who knows.

so the results came out around 12.00 noon. and i or [we?] can't sit still because of the damn nervousness. i mean, the results are out and sir Z was happily teaching and explaining about electric fields like no major event happening around. i can't focus. i don't know what i copied. situation became more intense as Jawahir said she got 15 [through SMS as her roomate texted her] and passing around a white paper which has a short notes written on it ''senior MARA tiga orang tak lepas points''.
at first i was like which senior? is it us or the super senior? hah nevermind. [dalam hati dah risau gila aku ke yang tak lepas?ya Allah takut!]. then there was a girl in a brink of crying. i was like OMG PLEASE END THE CLASS NOW! i can't hold it any longer. TENSI!
the walk was pretty shaky. omg this legs are walking me to the results board.

it wasn't that crowded the moment i reached there. i checked my IC number. [nak cari IC number pun masalah.tak jumpa jumpa.argh tolong la kasi cepat!]. then it was there. [tak tau apa perasaan masa tu. sedih, tak jugak KOT, gembira, bukannya results bagus pun. entah la. perasaan tak dapat nak tafsir]. so now, im fine.

i got my minimum target [minimum]. i passed with 14 points but i think i am retaking. i don't mind really. no biggy as we are not sitting for A2 this coming October.
:)

wish me best of luck. [nak masuk gang 19 jugak :(]

and the best part was, saya redha dengan semuanya.