September 14, 2010
Grown ups are complicated
i can't accept the fact that we have grown up. we are big ladies and big boys now. that things are not like 10 years ago. i hate it when i just don't know what topic to talk about and theres an awkward silence. i hate it when i felt something different when i talked to you guys and i know it was the feelings that we are developing at this stage of life that made the difference in the conversations. i hate it when i don't know where to sit around, i would end up in a room minding my own business. and at the end of the day, i realized i'd shut myself out of everyone. everything is perfectly normal because my presence doesnt makes any difference. everything is still in its respective place. untouched.
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and to think we are growing up.tadi,my mum was talking to a bunch of grownups and kitorang adik beradik ended up doing our own converstaion.pastu kitorang borak2 ala ala dah besar pastu konon tanya 'anak belajar kat ne semua?',sekarang buat business apa? and stuff like that,bapak fake dowh,bapak out of place.haha can't wait to see what to converse bile dah nak near thirties and above
ReplyDeletekiki - hmm ni apa isu dia eh? nti dah besar cakap pasal anak2, pasal sejarah hidup selepas dah lost contact, pasal cara perkenalan dengan suami, pasal AJGC, ckp pasal pengalaman kerja as a specialist kat India and buat banyak duit.
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