This kind of man just doesnt exist in reality

you don't have to waste your pain, your frustration, your affection, your deep anger, your love, your lust to someone who is not even sure if he could accept you for who you are. who is not being able to say 'yes' straight away when you ask him to make you legal for him.
instead, save it for the one;

who doesnt even complain even if you look horrible. who never complains and compare if you're not hotter than his ex(es). who doesnt even mind if you are not the pretty girl he always wish for. who likes modesty. who doesnt stop you eating like a pig. who always remind you that you look more beautiful without trying to be hard on yourself. who doesnt even mind if your clumsiness ashamed him sometimes. who always say that pretty girls are just nothing but merely looks because it's you who completes the other half of him. who knows how to make your day with just simple surprises or compliments. who doesnt force you to wear or do things you don't like. who always know Allah is his number one. who always help you in the kitchen and a man who loves you just the way you are.


there's more but i can't think anymore of it.