Happy retaking people

it has been a while since i last blogged properly.


3 weeks to AS. so thats it. and if you are not cleared, i am repeating BIOLOGY due to my dungu-ness in Biology sejak zaman secondary school lagi. i always say this 'selalu tak ada rezeki dengan Biologi. SPM pun A2 je. sekarang AS. hmm.' and now you are taking MEDICINE?!

i know it's all about efforts. but i can't stop thinking that it's about blessings from my Bio lecturer 'cause i once had an issue with her last year when i just enrolled to college. maybe it wasnt an issue, but more to misunderstanding. i didnt know what i asked you that day had touched your sensitive part and for God sake, i really didnt mean it that way. i wasnt mean to be rude. fuhh dan insiden perli memerli dalam kelas memang tak akan dapat di lupakan. menusuk kalbu sedalam dalamnya.

i swore to myself that, that was going to be my first and last time texting lecturers. and yeah, i didnt until now.

and since i am taking the paper for the second time, i have to pay for the paper 'cause MARA is not covering the fees. i have to pay a total of 241$. 147$ for the paper and 94$ for entrance fee.
and so i decided to pay it using my very own money 'cause maybe that way, i got to know to appreciate how big that money means to me, to my results and i'll not take things for granted anymore. repeating is never a choice for anyone, but somehow i once thought that if my results are not satisfying, i dont mind if i have to retake. you see, i already had this kind of mindset at the initial stage which is very bad. i am going to make sure that i MUST get an A for this. or maybe better than my current one.

i dont know what to expect for my upcoming final sem exams. and as far as i am concerned, i am going to suck it. and i cant balik kampung for raya hari haji due to BIOLOGY again.