April 6, 2011

Guts

with everyone is changing, it's hard to avoid now. it's difficult to turn them down. it's impossible to constantly trying to isolate. i don't want to continue living in my comfort zone. yes i do not want to keep saying no. i am collecting my guts and courage to move to the next level. preparing my weapons. anything possible.

i need space to calm myself down. i need time to warm up my 'engine' before i could start to accelerate :P


but hey, SOMEDAY I JUST WILL.

i do not want to keep thinking about this. no i mean it's good to fill my head thinking about this, but i can't afford to think about it, at the moment. it depresses me even more that i might just burst into tears, again.

last time was you, then another and now another girl. oh mann.


something forbids me. and insyaAllah i'll get over it sooner or later. 2011 haven't reached its end yet.

2 comments:

  1. nadhirahApril 8, 2011 at 3:24 PM

    :P just a smiley to leave a trace.lols

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  2. adib arifinApril 10, 2011 at 2:39 AM

    even aku tak faham post ni tentang apa,tapi this phrase right here,"SOMEDAY I JUST WILL"
    dont say that.that pictures that you're just hoping.and it affects your actions.say this instead,"today i'll start".
    remember,God will not change the fate of a man without he himself changing it.
    "what better place than here,what better time than now.it has to start somewhere,it has to start sometime."(rage against the machine.wake up)
    hope it'll help.when you're reading this dont picture me as a "poyo-die pon lebih kurang" person ok.ambil yang jernih buang yang keruh.

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