What about my cuts?

i have been staring at the screen for so long. i have been pressing 'backspsace' button for countless of time. i have been thinking for the subject to blog about. i have been drafting so many posts for which i can't completed. i have been wanting to say what i hold inside but i couldn't find the right words, i couldn't put it into a proper sentence. i have been waiting for something for which i don't know what it is. i got tired waiting for new notifications to come on Facebook, new tweets on Twitter (currently twitter is being bitchy) and new post to appear at my dashboard. what a dull life. frequent phone checking though i know there's hardly new text receive. i have been thinking to give a call to someone but i do not know whether i should sit back and relax for now and see how things are going or just give a few second call. i am tired living in my past, though i still wanna hold them tightly and keep close at heart. i am sick of hiding. i am sick of being treated unfairly yet at the same being fed with sweet words. i want to back off, for good. then it ends everything.

p/s; 3 post yang tak bermanfaat dalam masa satu hari. this is not good.