i dont know whether i should really do this and tell everyone about it. didn't mean to hide it from anyone i just think that i need to reserve some space for myself when i was so scared waiting for 28th July to come. i can't go and say 'eh esok aku operation gigi' out of sudden. you know i would have to explain the same thing to everyone. i don't want to ruin the happy mood so nobody knows about it except for my family and my another loved one. so today was the day. i had an oral surgery this morning.
i am now gathering patience and strength to face the recovering days because i feel so pathetic and awful for not being able to talk. oh it takes a lot to even close my mouth. but hey, huge kudos to me because the surgery was only under local anaesthetics and i was conscious throughout the hardest 30 minutes. i am just 20 and i face too much than anyone else of my age. you understand me? i was alive when the surgery was conducted. okay. 30 minit bukan sebarang 30 minit. i swear i wouldnt want to do this again.
thats all.
jangan nangis okay johnnyy. you can do this. the first a few days might be hard, please have faith in yourself. you will get better and you will be just fine. REMEMBER THAT JOHNNY.
ALLAH IS TESTING YOU BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU.
:) stay strong
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be happy okay.
nad - so easy to say.
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