Mixed

haven't really blogd much since last week. guess i am losing the touch or i just do not how to put it into words and explain. but i'll do it anyway because this blog needs updates.

i haven't done much of packing since the results are out last week (results tak la flying colours sangat but alhamdulillah lepas). bought a bit of personal stuff. Alhamdulillah i cleared the cut off points. kepada sesiapa yang dapat A*, tahniah. and to those who didn't score any A* (including me) we're still good, dapat A cukup. wow looking back everything, there's nothing left to face. i cleared it all. started with AS, repeating AS, IELTS, BTN, A2, interviews, entrance tests. congratulations.

i am still clueless and blur of everything. do not know where to start. haven't completed MARA form, USM form, visa, packing, pre departure, medical check up, offer letter MARA pun belum dapat. and everything needs to be done within 3 weeks. i made a list of things to bring but it seems endless lol. i am not sure if my baggage could be less than 20kg. hmph how's that gona be?

on the other side, i am not ready to face another phase of life. i do not know how things would be in the land of Agra. will i pull it through the first year of med school? yes thats the thing im worried about.