alhamdulillah exams are over.
this is the time i have been waiting for, where i can do anything at my own slow pace. or to be away from studies for a while. at least my schedule is free for now.
but now when there's so much free time i just don't feel the ''oomphh'' in doing that. i wanted to have a long sleep, i wanted to listen to songs (yea i cant study with music on), i wanted to browse the internet as much as i want, browsing online shopping websites, whatsapp-ing, packing my things to go home and to feel the relief once exams are over.
yet i still find something is lacking, i just don't feel satisfied, like it doesn't excite me like i wanted it to be.
my heart couldn't find its peace even until now. like something is unfinished or something not nice is coming.
and there's only one thing lingering in my head, i know i can find peace in God ; Allah.
Ya Allah forgive me :'(
this is the time i have been waiting for, where i can do anything at my own slow pace. or to be away from studies for a while. at least my schedule is free for now.
but now when there's so much free time i just don't feel the ''oomphh'' in doing that. i wanted to have a long sleep, i wanted to listen to songs (yea i cant study with music on), i wanted to browse the internet as much as i want, browsing online shopping websites, whatsapp-ing, packing my things to go home and to feel the relief once exams are over.
yet i still find something is lacking, i just don't feel satisfied, like it doesn't excite me like i wanted it to be.
my heart couldn't find its peace even until now. like something is unfinished or something not nice is coming.
and there's only one thing lingering in my head, i know i can find peace in God ; Allah.
Ya Allah forgive me :'(
nikmat itu benar benar di hargai apabila ianya sukar di dapati
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