Have I Told You I Wasn't Created To Feed Parasites?

Have you ever felt missing someone who is so near to you? That even a glimpse of their belongings make it worse, it suddenly becomes so overwhelm, that you what happens next. 

With current circumstances, exams looming around in about a week, i must not dwell too much on this. I must stop being hormonal, enough with teary eyes out of sudden, enough of being impulsive. Wouldn't it be nice if i could sob in your arms? Sob until the feelings subside, until my eyes are so dry and unable to shed tears anymore.

But your arms are nowhere near.

I am functional still.