It was supposed to be just another ride in auto rickshaw tonight, except that it wasn't.
It is actually possible to be drowned in one's emotions and thoughts, completely isolated from external world. The every fibers of my being, entirely fell to where you rested your head, my shoulder. I looked away to the busy traffics while my thoughts and emotions concentrate and pool under my eyelids. I knew I had to take control of this. I can't let this out in open space. I swallowed the pulsatile sobbing, until it grew a lump in my throat. I needed to put this back. I don't want to have that teary and reddish eyes when i speak to people. and I managed that.
I don't know what to do with myself, anymore.
It is actually possible to be drowned in one's emotions and thoughts, completely isolated from external world. The every fibers of my being, entirely fell to where you rested your head, my shoulder. I looked away to the busy traffics while my thoughts and emotions concentrate and pool under my eyelids. I knew I had to take control of this. I can't let this out in open space. I swallowed the pulsatile sobbing, until it grew a lump in my throat. I needed to put this back. I don't want to have that teary and reddish eyes when i speak to people. and I managed that.
I don't know what to do with myself, anymore.
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