Something So Special Is Not For Show

I was so frustrated. Why must love story must be THIS cliche. That i think it is not special anymore. I wanted it to be special. No, i'm not talking about movie love story or fantasy. I'm talking about human relationship at current age. And when it ended, pastu teringat ingat especially waktu bangun tidur and sebelum tidur because that were the time you used to spent more time with your partner. Then sedih yang berpanjangan.

Entah la, aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku cakap pasal benda ni.

Aku nak marah, tapi benda dah jadi. And it's over now. Mungkin sebab aku tak suka, sebab tu aku marah and kecewa.

And if i could say one thing, i'll say this.

I tell you, love is a cruel thing. And love alone is not enough. It's never enough. Love is not some magical notion that will wipe away all your problems in a blink of an eye. Love makes you go irrational, make irrational decision and it's never a wise one. It consumes every fiber of your being. It demands everything from you. There will be lots of episodes of heartbreaks, tears and fights. Of course they will be happy moments too but it's not always nice and beautiful.

It happens by choice, not by chance.

If you're smart, don't get yourself involve in this. You'll be happier.