Did I do that?

i was weird. and i think i am.

i wasn't sure when did this thing happened but it was somewhere when i was 13 or 14. yeah within that.

i had this one habit, or maybe not a habit, when i reached school, an evening session i would dropped my bag in front of the main hall and ran towards block A, which is the admin block and climbed up to the level 3 and stood at the ending and yes i went up all alone, everyday. the view was great, as i could see the layouts and every car that passed by the school. the reason i did that because i wanted to see you. i can predicted what time your car would appeared and your dad would dropped you and your brother. i stood there until the bell rang. of course, they were kids who gave me that weird faces.

or maybe because i just did not know how to mingle around.

p/s it flashed back a few days ago and it startled myself because i can't believe i was indeed very weird.