How are you guys doing?

i haven't talked to Abah for almost 2 weeks. Abah did call me last week but i went for futsal match and left my phone in my apartment and then, no more calls. maybe he's busy with seminar. Mama texted me once. get to reach Affan a few times and he asked me when i'll be home. only Ainna get in touch with me quite often, but that was just through texting. no updates from Kakak.

they didn't ask me whether i'll be home, last week.

now Friday come again and still, they haven't asked me. and i'm still waiting.

i am not the kind of girl who got so attached with my mum or dad, in case you didn't know. i don't tell them everything. be it college friends, exam marks, my ranking, homesick, guy friends, conflicts and many more. i don't call them to say 'mama wani masuk futsal final', 'mama wani menang futsal nombor satu', 'mama wani pening kepala/senggugut/penat/malas nak belajar', 'mama hari ni wani kena marah dengan lecturer, hari ni kena denda ketuk ketampi', 'mama wani kena masuk ICU maths' and all those small things.

because i just think that, they wouldn't want to hear. or maybe i am independent like that.

or maybe that defines me.