Notes

to tell you the truth, seriously i don't have idea what to write as a reply. but since you called me and asked me write, i'll try :P

you know the first few days at home felt so hard. to do things i have not done for months took a few hiccups to restart. it started from taking shower in bathroom. even the toilet bowl felt different lol. the night i reached home i took bath without water heater. the water felt way warmer when it touched my skin. suddenly it reminded me water in Belgaum was really cold that it felt as if my lungs were shrinking hard due to it's coldness on my skin.

the days ahead i always got myself stuck during our hostel days. it happened especially when i was sleeping. since i am sleeping with my little sister beside me, i remember there was one night when i was awaken by a slight kick on my leg in the middle of my sleep. the moment my eyes were opened i thought it was you. then i realized the room wasn't like in 224. i took me a few seconds to knock some senses out of me that it wasn't you. it was my sister. then i let out a sigh at that thought. guess my body and mind still can't get used to this sudden environmental changes. or maybe i think of you too much :P

the other night almost the same thing happened again. just that this time i got a nudge on my arm.

i know other people start to give that weird look and say we're funny. is it funny to keep in touch even though we're far away? i don't find that funny. never mind. oh i can't wait to see my so called surprise. i heard you when you were talking to Anis and since the video was on i could guess what you guys were talking about. then it wasn't a surprise anymore. hmphh.

even though how much i don't want to arrive first before you, i know i have to be the first one to open the door and be surprised of your surprises lol. kalau tak, tak jadilah surprise kan. i was just hoping you to greet me when i open the door later but since you are away too, the surprises will greet me and it will definitely feel as if you were there ;)

and now i have balance of 2 nights at home i am feeling a bit sad leaving home unorganized, yet can't wait to see you and the surprises. i know you know this but i am going to tell you anyway. i love you.